My life is going pretty well. I still have an emptiness inside; one that is not being filled with unhealthy behaviours ( Read more... )

MY BRAIN IS TURNED ON TOO LOUD TODAY.

That is all.

Occasionally I write livejournal posts directly requesting positive attention. A lot of the time* I battle with crippling insecurity. There are things I can do about that on my own, and when I can, I do them. But sometimes it all gets on top of me and I need outside input. Every f*cking time I see my psychiatrist (twice a year for 10 minutes or so ( Read more... )

There are many ways in which I cope well with life. On reading this journal, people may get the impression that I'm flapping half of the time: this is not the case. However, today was not a good day; or at least the late morning wasn't.

( Grim details )

One of the things that people with Borderline Personality Disorder may experience is an unstable self-image or sense of identity. That is a big thing for me ( Read more... )